Here is my query.
I am considering choosing the role of a Christian man in order to have her as my own. I can't foresee letting the opportunity to have such an amazing relationship slip away when all that would be required of myself is to play a role I already know and can play sufficiently. I will attempt to believe if it is within me , though I can't foresee that happening. If it fails I could simply go back to me as I am today. Would anyone else do the same or even consider doing the same? Should I or should I not? I'm pretty sure I know the answer, but I have to consider all of my options because this woman has a serious hold on me.